On Fire by Penny Flame
My last and final comment on a dead subject.
This will be my only response to a matter that is already dead in the water.
I knew Christian posted his original blog to cause a stir. He loves the 10,000 hits a day, and I'm sure the number swelled once he decided to get on and call me ignorant.
He's right. My ignorance of what he does on film puts the blame entirely on me. I am accountable for knowing what, where and who my male performers have been. And I've known he's been with trannies, so my assumption here is that I should have become a member to whatever site he gets fucked for, or fucks for, watched the scene to make sure he has a condom on, and then move forward with my life from there. My mistake was in assuming that he had attended sex ed, and new what wonderful things condom's can do for people, even if it is just piece of mind. I accept this responsibility, which is why I did not put Christian on my NO list, I simply requested a condom, which in turn he will claim "forced him" to my no list.
No, you put yourself there by not being able to respect my wants and needs.
Part of being a good performer is respecting the wants and needs of others. Without mutual respect, there can be no performance.
I've already made my statement, and stick with my opinions through his bullshit rhetoric, and "all the people that support him." Unfortunately, while I play on a really big team called the porn industry, Christian plays on a team of one. And you are either with him (you will hire him, or fuck him) or against him (you will not hire of fuck him). There is no in between. I will not participate in friendships that are based on working status, because that is not a real.
Its a shame Christian, our friendship could have been so much more fruitful in our in between stage. We could have gotten to know each other without the sexual baggage we all carry around, and perhaps I could have been the one girl you could actually be friends with and not fuck.
You make yourself and others a victim with your blogs and heartless rants.
I am not your victim, and I never will be. Good day sir.
(look for a drama-free blog soon)