To Dream the Impossible Dream: My First Gape
I never thought it would happen to me. At least not this soon. With 15 anal scenes under my belt and numerous attempts, I still wasn’t able to gape. Not for lack of effort. It’s just every time I tried, the muscles in my ass shrank right back up. I thought it was me, just how my body was made. That I simply wasn’t a “gaper.” I was wrong
Now I’m not going to spoil the surprise by naming names or telling you which scene it was (you will have to watching my upcoming scenes to find out) but I will tell you it was one of the proudest moments of my career. I didn’t have the best view and the male talent kept repeating the process over and over. I thought it was because they were still trying to get it to work, but when I asked the director after the shoot he replied “No your gape was huge!”
It was such an empowering feeling taking my body to new limits. Being able to do something not every porn girl can do. It just goes to show what a little artistic talent and determination can create.
To me, anal sex in general is great because it opens up a whole new realm of creativity and artistic possibilities. It’s almost like a game. What can we slide in an asshole? What can we shoot out of it? How far can we get it to stretch? Vag play while doing anal? The list goes on and on.
Now I’m not knockin’ regular BG porn, I love my pussy fucked just as much as the next girl. I’m just saying anal gives you more options then the robotic bj, 4 positions, pop, routine performers can easily slide into if they are not careful.
Needless to say, as an aspiring starlet I was thrilled when I learned I have the ability to gape. Not only was it hot and I was sooo turned on, it also showed me my potential for growth. And honestly I’ve had some of the best orgasms of my life during anal sex (yes on camera ;)). I can’t help but wonder… What’s next? J