I've spent all of my adult life in some form of show business - actor, producer, director, writer. 

The only form of addiction I currently battle is the intense desire to watch gay male porn and to use it for its intended purpose. 

During the last eight years, I have worked for three different distributors of gay male porn, definitely nurturing and feeding my addiction.  Perhaps I should call it my "obsession".  It sounds better. 

What do I look for in porn?  Hot guys, big dicks and passionate on screen involvement.  I personally feel that DVDs are like tricks, one night stands.  I love the hot experience, but I rarely do them - make that "watch them" - more than once.  Ok, maybe a couple of times, but the novelty of discovery soon wears off.